Monday, January 21, 2008

All about Me, Myself, I and Jonathan

I DO not believe in everyone. My Reasons is because people make me look bad when they mention my name. I have LIFE!! Someone who wants my help, fall in love or true friendship. I would like to help. I see with own my eyes and my point of view. I think I should share of my feeling and opinion too. Someone who has no LIFE like socialized or fun of life. There is a problem between family and friends. I would like help out move on because they not like to put in the place for problem or trouble. I like drama free. I am going solves problem then after move on. Leave someone alone. Till someone get better with their life. I like respect too. I always like to go get some fun! If someone would like same me or someone have free time or else. Would like be love hang out and etc. always they say notice that someone change because of me?! What is your point? That s BULLSHIT!! They are jealous or decide to stop being friends with me. It's their choice not me. I got woke up, someone told someone that I pulled and try get someone's friends away or do thing in my way. I DO NOT do this shit. I have been busy and I got plans. Someone told me please pay off for my debts. And they make looking at me like I am a bad person and look me down and involve someone else in our problems that s BULLSHIT! It is not my fault I am trying to have a LIFE and try to make a living.Everyone always say that Jonathan always avoid problem it is because I longer don't want to have problem with them. If they have problem with me then come and talk to me and like face to face. No heard of them the story. I would like to tell by truth and admit it too. What is there have point. Depend on issues about of situation. I had been frustrated. Everyone judges me of my life or between people. Suppose not need say about this. Would be flow of the heart and view or someone feel comfortable more hang out often or more closed would like, I will share of life and truth too. Every time I go out with a friend of two that is dear to me and automatic everyone will ask me if I m in relationship with someone or more than friend. No. Please have some respect. Till we feel comfortable and or I depend of the mood to share or not. I will make me uncomfortable too. If I were in your shoes you owe me. I will be patient. There s plenty of money but it's MADE of paper how ironic. IT will not run out No time hang out if with hang out will be pay owe back of like family would like be same friendship. When I have found a job or save will back pay to you. You are not forgotten.I want the best of myself and your friends. I am not giving up. I will not make you to give up for me. I wish for everyone to be fair and share true friendship. I just want to take this out of my chest. Hope you understand this and share our friendship. FRIENDSHIP MEANS UNITY. FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE IS NOT MEANT TO BE BROKEN BUT CIRCLE MEANT TO GET BIGGER EACH FRIENDSHIP HAS BEEN MADE.


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